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weeeeee. went to chill and meet up with my lovely peths peoples today <3 haven’t seen all of them in a while, and it was great seeing them again :D haven’t seen them since… reading week? yeah. went to all stars and devoured like 27349873892 different flavoured wings … mmmmmm sex. i’m going AGAIN tomorrow with another group of people … woo hoo for all stars again? :P I really just go because of the people though, so whatever it’s fine :D I looooooove seeing people because I go to school so far and because of that I’m always MIA :( gay. but I love seeing people after a long time. it makes me so happy just giving them big fat hugs of love <333 then the girls went to demetres and devoured some orgyfying ice cream and cakes mmmmmmmm sex on a plate. had good talks and conversations =) and by the time we went to Kevin’s house .. I was already sooooo effing tired. I just sat around watching people play street fighter and pingpong … rofl.

too bad JANET MISSED OUT! wompwomp! :D <3 HAVING A EPIC CONVO WITH BRIT MANDY AND HER RIGHT NOW. LOL BUT I’M GOING TO DITCH BECAUSE MY EYES ARE HALF OPENED.

I AM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW I’M GOING TO PASS OUT NOW.

it was fun seeing you girls and boys today <3 more chillage in the summertime!!!! LOVE YOU GUYS.

GOODNIGHT WORLD. write more later :)

maybe I should put my blogs in point form so it’s nicer to read :P

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its been a while since we’ve seen or even TALKED with each other. we’ve been friends since elementary and now we are all in university.. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!? holy shiattet, that’s like a lot of years … time fliiiiessss lmao. it was SO nice catching up with Karen and Sharmaine tonight. we ate a very very filling dinner at pickle barrel and talked about mostly about BOYS. :P oh man, it was great seeing these girls because I haven’t seen them in SOOO long let alone even talking to them. they look EXACTLY the same and I love seeing that they haven’t changed dramatically (physically) and they are the same people that I met and became friends with <3 and you know how sometimes it can get awkward after you haven’t seen someone in a while? with them two, it honestly wasn’t even awkward at all. I loved it, :) love the stories and love the girls!

great conversations, great people. soooo going to chill over the summer!! talk and chill soon <3 hearts.

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& when that day comes, don’t blame me.

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it still hasn’t hit me that I’m moving out tomorrow evening …

I should be a lot more unhappy than I am right now LOL feels like I’m going to come back again .. but really I’m not :(

I’m going to miss my spacious room and my uncomfy bed and my small ass computer desk. it feels like just yesterday that I was staying up all night chilling and not going to class because we would all fall asleep with each other at 6am or not even sleep at all LOL. it feels like just yesterday that we all crowded in Tim’s room watching movies, and then to Justin’s room just to chill. this was all in october? november? and now it’s the end of april.. and we’ve had so many good times and made so many memories together =) we all know each other and are so open to each other now, like we are one big happy family. REMEMBER THE FIRST COUPLE OF MONTHS KAREN? ya. SO GLAD that we talked and now look at us :D I’m just thinking back and how we don’t even do that anymore. LOL because we found better things to do… I mean seriously, was it really necessary to go to their rooms EVERY SINGLE DAY? LOL.

I was just in Matthew’s room today with Susane and we were talking about how fun that was and how we missed it, just falling asleep and taking possession over someone else’s bed and making them sleep on the couch :D (COUGH SUSANE LOL) 

times like that I will miss.  

and the people, I will miss the most.

ALTHOUGHHHH… I’m living with most of ya’ll next year LOL.

I swear I would be crying right now if I wasn’t. but it’s set in stone that we will be having EVEN MORE times like these together :) we’re stuck with each othaaa yeeeee boiiiii, so I not worry :D I CAN’T EFFING WAIT.

UNTIL NEXT YEAR ……

GOODBYE BATES. it was a very memorable and unforgetable experience at res :)

this is still so surreal to me.

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I AM DONE EXAMS. WOOOOOO.

today’s exam… very interesting I must say… especially when it came to all the equations and calculations and math :) I LOVE guessing games!

right now I am tired as a freakin’ piehole that hasn’t slept in 2384328402 hours. and I haven’t. right after my exam, Susane and I went to celebrate right away (although we didn’t sleep all night) and went shopping at Limeridge. I guess I’m satisfied with my purchases… I’m so broke I can’t buy that much :( WAIT UNTIL I GET A JOBBBBBBBBBBBBBB, I WILL RAPE EVERY STORE AND BUY EVERYTHING THAT I TRY ONNNNNN. 

I am SO effing tired right now. I felt SO sick on the bus. I figured out something new - I can’t sit sideways on the bus, or else I feel like puking and my stomach starts hurting. :P

going to go rest on my bed … until Susane comes down and we cook our last meal together <3 she’s supplying me dumplings … I have no more food left :P 

WE ARE NOT SLEEPING TONIGHT. BECAUSE IF WE SLEEP EARLY THEN THAT’S JUST GOING TO BE THE BIGGEST WASTE OF OUR LIVES BECAUSE WE ARE MOVING OUT TOMORROW!!!

…. NOT SLEEPING. ALL NIGHTER AGAIN WE CAN DO THIS. 

too bad everybody else has exams tomorrow, so I guess it’s only us two :( womps.

holy shit… I am so tired..

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I’m pretending that airplanes in the morning sky are like shooting stars right now. 

wompwomp :( 

WISH ME LUCK ON ECON, WORLD. 

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LOL so I’m listening to class podcasts, where the prof. records lectures during the actual class.

people started leaving in the middle of the class, and my economics teacher being the cutiepie that she is says: 

Is it something I said? Everyone’s leaving. 

- - LOLLLLL I don’t know, I just found that really cute. she sounded kinda sad but tried to make it seem like she wasn’t LOL

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there is a fine line between sweet-talking and bullshitting 

… just sayin’ 

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one. more. left. nigga.

I can’t WAIT until my exams and these involuntary all-nighters are over. but then again, I will miss my MAC babies sooooo much :( now I will have nobody to just bug whenever I want to babble about non-sense. I know it’s been hard putting up with me and my childishness, you guys treat ME like a baby, funny that I’m calling you guys my babies. LOL. I love you guys more than words can describe. always telling me to keep my head up high and constantly nagging me to study. I seriously wouldn’t of been able to pull through the school year without you guys… THIS IS SERIOUS BUSINESS. it really means a lot that you guys are by my side, always here to listen and give me advice. I am SOOOO EFFING GLAD that I’m going to be living with some of ya’ll next year….. you guys aren’t getting rid of me that easily ;) next year’s going to be liveeeeee I CAN’T WAIT! hehehe we’re stuck with each other weeeeeee :D just know that if ANY of ya’ll need someone to be there, to listen, to talk, no matter the time or place - I will ALWAYS be here for ya’ll like you guys are always here for me. THAT IS A GIVEN. 

I remember my roommate, Karen, stayed up with me when I had ‘boy drama’ just so she can get answers for me, she is honestly the kindest person ever and she is always giving me the best advices. I am so glad I got to meet her and be her roommate, I can’t imagine how my life at res would be without her. and then there’s Susane, who I just babble about the stupidest and randomness shit to, but she never stops listening :D she has stayed up late nights with me and whenever I’m upset, I just give her a phone call and she’ll be talking with me until I stop (which usually takes a while) LOL. these girls are always telling me to keep my head up high when I was at my lowest and helped me through all my problems. I don’t know how to repay you girls but to tell you guys that I will ALWAYS be here for you two, ALWAYS. THROUGH THICK THIN FAT SKINNY BIG SMALL HUGE NIGGAS GIRLS BOYS UP DOWN BALLOONS SIDE TO SIDE PILLOWS, doesn’t matter. I know how much you two care for me, and it really means a lot to me. I really really appreciate it. now I’m just talking about the girls, my little baby boys have been there with me unconditionally too, I will write about it later :) <3

*AND ALSO people who aren’t from MAC that have always been there to listen and always showing unconditional support, love, and care. I know you guys will always be here for me through everything… thank you. 

okay I’m going to stop being so mushy gushy because I can go on forever. I’m just so surrounded by love :D

and in a couple of days, WE WILL ALL BE MOVING OUT. except some of ya’ll are going to move into OUR HOUSE :) while I’m going back to Markham… gay. but ISN’T THAT SAD! I think it’s sad :( but no worries, we’re SO going to chill in the summer - even if that means I come to Hamilton to visit you little girls and boys :) 

time to take a nap before I wake up and start studying for MICRO. 50% exam, gg no re. but first! I’m going to catch up on some FAMILY FEUDDDDD BUAHA :D 

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it’s like I’ve been awakened. every rule I had you breakin’, the risk that I’m takin’ ..

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& that is all I wanted him to say.

:) 

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JUST DID MY COMMERCE EXAM!

I was the only one left in my row :( lol I finished it in 45 mins…. but it takes me FOREVERRRR to check over my answers ‘cause I like freakin’ examine every question like I would examine Chace Crawford and I ended up leaving 10 mins before the 2 hour exam … lol gg, I felt like a complete dumbass because I saw nobody infront or behind me LOL. whaaaaatever, suck it. I hope I did okay….. I could’ve put in a lot more effort into studying … but a lot of things were running through my mind, it was kinda hard :( 

CROSSING MAH FINGAS FOR COMPSCI TOMORROW…. I am actually DOOMED. I haven’t been to that class since midterms…. and it’s cumulative. fuck meeeeeeeee nowwwwwww. 

time to catch up on some family feud and FAST MONEEEEYYY BABYYYY 

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still no replies.. I guess he doesn’t care afterall. but then again, I am not expecting anything from it anyway… but isn’t it kinda rude? :S OH WELL! at least I said what I needed to say. he can take it or leave it. 

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