After a certain point, a person is beyond redemption.
hmm This. So if you’re reading this, yes I still care. I might’ve proven otherwise last week, but down deep inside, I felt bad. I really don’t like you and I don’t look at you the same way, and I don’t plan on ever associating myself with you again… I have a heart and I still care. EVEN if you deleted me off facebook for no reason, I still care about you.
First and foremost, I would like to say that I MISSED OUT ON MEETING FM AT LUXY TONIGHT BECAUSE OF MY ILLNESS. My two friends got to meet them, KISS THEM, ANNNNNDDDD and a KISS BACK FROM THEM. not gonna lie, I’m super jealous. I think Kev Nish is suuuuupa cute ! ^___^v KAWAII. And currently, I am trying very hard to stop rubbing my infected eye. it’s so irritating arrrrgghh :@ I’ve never had an eye infection before :( it suuucks and you wake up to like a big pile of shit on all around your eyes. what’s worse is that the first couple of days, white pus started oozing out. yeeeeah, not fun at all. And no, I did not get jizz in my eye. I know what you’re thinking.
It’s almost 7am, I’m SO sick and I should be sleeping but what am I doing..? I’m listening to This I Swear - Nick Lachey and thinking about you. not to mention, I’ve read over our shortass chatlogs like twice now. (I am not obsessed, I swear.) Whenever I listen to this song, I just daydream about us. LOL it’s funny because you will never know. To be honest, I don’t even know if there’s anything there, I just know that I have a pretty big crush on you.. and I tend to get all ahead of myself and start wishful thinking whenever I blab about you to my roommate. LOL, big crushes FTL… I’m such a kid, I know. :P
what does it mean. why did you care. did it mean anything.
I sometimes have a hard time distinguishing between someone who’s being friendly … and someone who actually has feelings for you.
AHHHHHHHH. So what did I do because I couldn’t sleep? I googled. Google is my bestfriend and it DOES reassure me sometimes XD Afterall, I can’t really ask anybody for advice when it’s a SECRET crush, so google gives me advice.
thanks google, you the best.