October 2010
126 posts
A certain point.
After a certain point, a person is beyond redemption.
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“Life is short. Too short to waste a single second with anyone who doesn’t appreciate and value you.”
—Sarah Dessen (via thresca)
The truth is I still care and always will. I'm not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don't matter anymore. I may not like that person anymore or talk to him or her but, I still care. I'm always going to think back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so and so. I hope they're all right. I will actually mean it. That is the type of person I am. Once you're in my heart, you're there forever.
hmm This. So if you’re reading this, yes I still care. I might’ve proven otherwise last week, but down deep inside, I felt bad. I really don’t like you and I don’t look at you the same way, and I don’t plan on ever associating myself with you again… I have a heart and I still care. EVEN if you deleted me off facebook for no reason, I still care about you.
i'm such a kid.
First and foremost, I would like to say that I MISSED OUT ON MEETING FM AT LUXY TONIGHT BECAUSE OF MY ILLNESS. My two friends got to meet them, KISS THEM, ANNNNNDDDD and a KISS BACK FROM THEM. not gonna lie, I’m super jealous. I think Kev Nish is suuuuupa cute ! ^___^v KAWAII. And currently, I am trying very hard to stop rubbing my infected eye. it’s so irritating arrrrgghh :@ I’ve never had an eye infection before :( it suuucks and you wake up to like a big pile of shit on all around your eyes. what’s worse is that the first couple of days, white pus started oozing out. yeeeeah, not fun at all. And no, I did not get jizz in my eye. I know what you’re thinking.
It’s almost 7am, I’m SO sick and I should be sleeping but what am I doing..? I’m listening to This I Swear - Nick Lachey and thinking about you. not to mention, I’ve read over our shortass chatlogs like twice now. (I am not obsessed, I swear.) Whenever I listen to this song, I just daydream about us. LOL it’s funny because you will never know. To be honest, I don’t even know if there’s anything there, I just know that I have a pretty big crush on you.. and I tend to get all ahead of myself and start wishful thinking whenever I blab about you to my roommate. LOL, big crushes FTL… I’m such a kid, I know. :P
what does it mean. why did you care. did it mean anything.
I sometimes have a hard time distinguishing between someone who’s being friendly … and someone who actually has feelings for you.
AHHHHHHHH. So what did I do because I couldn’t sleep? I googled. Google is my bestfriend and it DOES reassure me sometimes XD Afterall, I can’t really ask anybody for advice when it’s a SECRET crush, so google gives me advice.
thanks google, you the best.
“The best things in life are free.”
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The past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it or learn from it.
If he walks out of your life into someone else's life. Show him that the path he left behind is no longer there for him to come back.
Being single is a choice. Not everyone that's single is bitter and sad. Cause deep inside most of them is someone waiting for that special person to take all those fears and sadness away, permanently.
